This is just bad…
Dude,I get it.
Transcendant over here told you a couple things.
You made a couple useless topics and replied with non-sense or off-topic crap.
You made us waste our neurons by asking for help multiple times to get the same answer and not put any advice to practice (now that’s a real waste).
But we don’t hate you.
You are one of us and you will grow.
We will do whatever we can to aid you.
Do not ever think like that of yourself.
For example,I am a metalhead.A metalhead that sleeps around 4-5 hours a day and always looks like a corpse,smokes life mad,socialises very little due to anxiety,has a pretty shitty life altogether,filled with issues,arguments,failures and many other things you wouldn’t want…
But I don’t hate myself.
I will keep thinking of myself highly so I won’t lose myself;to keep it together.I don’t care about what the nameless faces around me would say,I’m living for my fucking self and I’ll do it my way,not how others tell me.Otherwise,what’s the point…?
Atop being pessimistic.
Pessimism only brings forth more failure.
Try to be your own light (stylistically speaking,“save yourself”).
You are amazing in your own special way of being.
Just a good word coming from a pretty sorry individual.