Not really,just hot and cold by nature…Like every day of the month,every hour of the day and so on.
No,I don’t really think so.I don’t know.No.Or…I think…Not.
A satanist rocker?
No,first of all,I’m not a rocker.I’m a metallist,get that into your brain already,you metalhead.
And even though I may act that way,I’m actually a christian.Because if Satan exists,so does God.
Someone with huge plans and beliefs fueled by an actual seemingly-infinite source of motivation to do everything I do?
Not at all.Like,I just live because I’m not dead yet.May everything come and go as it may,I’ll find something eventually…Or so I believe to this day.
Even so,I give my fullest into everything I do,no exception or matter how insignificant.I’m a die-hard at life in general;everything is worth doing.
So lively at all times?
Yes,that’s a definitive right there.Always too filled with life,even when I seem depressed.That just means that I’m more alive on the inside yet I keep it for the time being.
The truth is,I’m never depressed but I always am.You see,I just tend to feel things at a way higher magnitude than they really should be taken as…And in both directions.And sometimes,not at all.
Talk about being hot-and-cold and undecided!
Naked truth is…I’m just borderline overly-spiritual at any given moment.
Yes,but in my completely-not-serious way.I may look serious,but I’m just being stupid while making it look finer.And this is a double-edged sword,as well.Any time I am indeed serious,I just make myself look like an idiot.
Hell yes,even if,once again,I don’t show it.I love everything I have,do and am.Don’t let the pessimistic appearance fool you,it’s just my own way of bringing my optimism running up to 110% on the inside.
And the most satisfaction definitely comes from the small things in life,sometimes not noticeable by anyone,in my case.
What do you…
Desire most from this life?
Every single thing and yet nothing at all.I just want to be happy,so every other thing that would normally be on the list gets me there,one way or another.And still,you don’t really need anything to be happy.
Yes,that’s my final answer.
No,seriously,what do you truly want the most?
This is a hard-capped approximation because my end-goal is truly to just be happy,regardless of the source.But if something could be more significant than something else,I’m guessing a partner.But not any partner;one that I could share my life with,all good and bad,all that I do and all that I am.Pretty much a guaranteed chance of investment into somebody…And also one I’d have at all times,like,forever.
But meh,I guess I’ll get the next best thing for now,whatever.
I think loyalty and honesty.I also give many extra points for straightforwardness,a derivate of honesty.
That and knowledge,among experience of all sorts.
The exact opposite of that.I’m easy to guess if it’s about this.That and being powerless.Maybe because I’m mentally hyper-active and always have to do something,so the lack of options to do anything in any possible scenario is a cervical torture for me.But moving on,most of these option-breaking limits I kinda apply to myself without realizing sooner,so never mind that.Some may call it anxiety,but I’m way beyond that point.
Please continue this thread.Only serious questions or half-serious.Any stupid shit I’ll find will get flagged on the spot and no,I don’t care.Be funny or bland,just don’t be stupid or ask rubbish questions.