First of all, its a visual glitch - changing between mechs fixes it, its no big deal.
As for your mech, its a good start. My personal recommendation would be to drop a corrupt light for a 2-4 range knockback weapon (if you have one that goes to mythic), and drop the iron frenzy so you can get your module situation sorted. I can’t see them but from your stats its clear they need help Definitely a good start, though!
As far as YT (or streaming or anything like that) - if you want to do it, go right ahead. Nobody’s gonna stop you