Oh now thats so sad isnt it , we had almost started to get along. i guess we will never be BD friends , such a shame.
Sorry i dont have a solution for that , maybe talk to your leader if u arent able to find a way to leave BD he might replace u and give u good riddance , But yeah telling us about it doesnt help much.
Unless u are going through depression phase , Horo went throught it too a few days ago after suiciding her 20 squads into us, quit BD stopped logging stopped moving army for few days and maybe u are also going through it right now. Dw she managed to come out of it , she might be able to help u come out of it aswell.
Totally not the sheep , she is a wolf , she ate the sheep.