Here I go.
I'm not better than anyone here, we all are humans and we must be punished by our actions, when it is wrong or contradict the major opinion.
I feel sad, for people saying I wasn't active. Sure I wasn't here when it started but I got woke up and stayed awake for more than a day trying to coordinate and fix things, I remember Milan was busy with M2 and was inactive at all early game? People always talk what they wanna, but keep forgetting about the past and keep blaming the present.
Allying with LAN? I would not accept STRK, FIRE and BAR fight a 3v1 against LAN, never. STRK had said our team was a threat why would I gangbang LAN to be gangbanged later? But yea, I was inactive hue hue, #sad
And about my inactivity, I hope you guys be saying that after we held and conquered Africa, cuz there was when I dropped my activity to take a rest and was when Milan finished his M2 and started being active, but I was around, ppl like Trajic or Youssef, even Milan talked to me on private or the Wise chat we had.
Check the damn INBOX I've sent mass about what to do, the hive, myself going to Africa to help Trajic, Kong and Mike. But it seems to be out of any understanding.
It's funny that the same persons that are blaming me for being inactive or not enough vocal, was the same who said our team had many leaders and I wasn't much needed, just for crucial decisions. I wasn't much vocal? Eh, I can agree, I let ppl in their current positions lead the front of wars cuz I decided it was better to share the work with who was able to do it. But yet, oh yeah, I didn't do shit #sad
Backstab isn't my way to play for win, if you guys use that as an excuse that's your all problem, not mine. LAN had more power, boost power, ground etc etc, isn't yet excuse to backstab, I've won against all those odds before. And many of you did too. I was hoping ppl come with the "Tick Notice War", Milan disagree, because the odds wasn't on our favor. I disagreed on the backstab thing, he kept working by his own using his influence to the new players to get what he wanted, he is a great player and an awesome person, I appreciate that on him, but when it becomes to ranks and fame, he does what wants to get it. I would never go against my word, it's a thing that I carry into my life, I have principles even when Mr @redwurm says it's a silly game. I remember when you and @Senatus became BFF when it was about backstabbing.
I'm not here to please any ego or pride and I won't let ppl use others for their own case.
Talk about battlehugs? Even Rania knows I don't like her much by the way her play, I fought her, @trajic1, @djina, @youssefkh and I do not regret anything. It's all about war.
So, I disbanded my alliance? I made a deal with myself I'd take who initiate it with me. And I did it.
What happened after, had to happen or not, who knows.
I don't see this Event as a fail, I see it as a learning for the future, ppl learned more about the game, saw that activity and coordinating are extremely effective against big alliances and that all they need is motivation and never give up. It wasn't an ALLIANCE WINNER, but individual / solo ranks. Was to show the new and intermediaries players how it can be played and improve their gameplay, that's why rewards are for top 50.
For all those who could understand me, thanks. Those who couldn't, hope you do soon.
No, I won't quit, I'll be around like always, I love this game so much to just let it.. go.